exam time!

well, here comes the exam season for me!
exam always is an exam to me, no matter is the exam for the knowledge i learned or the spiritual exam.
well, i think i had failed in my spiritual exam this time.
an epic fail! :x
no peace during exam, no clear mind during exam, but a hot-tempered me in the exam hall.
totally pissed off by the questions.
and yea, i admitted that i didnt give my best to God.
and yea, i needed to know the truth that im not serious in study.
always, happy and go lucky that time.
which seems not so good...
But, i promised to God i want to give my best to God.
i wanna take up this challenge to glorify God.
it might be very very tough time for me.
but i believe that i will go through the tough time by the help of God and glorify His awesome name.
God, every exam and every clinical sessions are the test for me to learn how to depend on You, how to be a good child of You and always have faith in You.
I may not pass in the first test, second test, third test.........but i know that I will pass the test one day.
God, help me, teach me and build me. In Jesus name. Amen.