The Cry of a Heart

When you don't know who HE is, it really troubled you a lot.
When you're wondering how to gain faith, you found that you're too weak.
When you're trying hard to trust Him, you realized that you have too much doubts which supposed you shouldn't have.
LOVE is a stranger to me. LOVE is just too far for me. LOVE is a question which will never have an accurate answer.

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What have I done?
Where have I gone?
Why I did it?
Who is He?
When I become so doubtful and fearful?
How???

I'm really lost in the midst of my way to find You!!!
What I need to do right now?